Thoughts
I want to be with you. I want to be able to smell you on my clothes after you’ve gone. I want to be able to talk to you about all the shit that goes on in my life. I want you to be there to catch me as I spiral down. I am going down this black hole, I don’t want to, but I can’t stop. I need you here to hold me and kiss me and tell me everything will be okay. I feel empty, incomplete without you, it’s not fair. It’s not fair that I am so dependent on a human being, but I am. I need you to need me as much as I need you. Please just come back to me…realize that you need me as much as I need you…please.
